"I'm sorry, Cas. I should have noticed something was up with you. I mean, looking back, it's pretty freaking obvious that you weren't--you weren't acting like you." He barely pauses for breath, determined to get all this out before Cas can stop him. "And yeah, maybe I couldn't have done anything, but you were always there when I needed you. I wasn't there when you needed me. And I'm sorry. I really am."
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"I'm sorry, Cas. I should have noticed something was up with you. I mean, looking back, it's pretty freaking obvious that you weren't--you weren't acting like you." He barely pauses for breath, determined to get all this out before Cas can stop him. "And yeah, maybe I couldn't have done anything, but you were always there when I needed you. I wasn't there when you needed me. And I'm sorry. I really am."