http://bondsprofoundly.livejournal.com/ ([identity profile] bondsprofoundly.livejournal.com) wrote in [community profile] inonebasket2011-11-19 06:00 pm

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This was not how Castiel had wanted to reunite with Dean Winchester. In fact, now that he was at that point, Cas wasn't sure he'd wanted to reunite with Dean Winchester at all. Guilt sank heavy and uncomfortable in his stomach and he was still getting used to the intensity of feeling.

He'd thought things were confusing as an angel. Twenty times worse with a human ticker pumping away in his chest.

Still, there wasn't exactly an option of running when the only exit was prowled by the Leviathan just beyond the door, held at bay only by the wards Cas had carved into the wood and accented with blood from the gash clotting on his forearm. He checked the shells in his shotgun (useless), the bowie knife against his thigh (also useless) and finally, finally looked over at Dean, not sure what he was going to see.

[identity profile] thatwasscary.livejournal.com 2011-11-27 11:25 am (UTC)(link)
Seriously. Virgins. Dean presses a kiss to Cas' temple, keeping up the...can he call it a massage? It isn't really.

"Easy. Don't hurt yourself."

Wow, this is actually really great. He's pretty sure he could watch Cas fall to pieces all the live-long day. It's a surprisingly nice view. So his jeans are really, incredibly uncomfortable at this point, but oh god, he can live with that.

Experimentally, he drags his nails down Cas' spine, just to see what kind of reaction that'll get.

[identity profile] thatwasscary.livejournal.com 2011-11-27 11:32 am (UTC)(link)
Oh holy shit, yes he can.

"Wow." And that really is the only thing he can think of to say right now. "Should I...you want me to keep going?"

[identity profile] thatwasscary.livejournal.com 2011-11-27 11:47 am (UTC)(link)
That is something like perfect is what it is. Dean takes his hands off Cas' back briefly. He shifts, fumbling with his fly. Cas' fly takes a little more effort. Dean's never taken off a dude's jeans from this angle before, after all. But finally he gets both flies open and Dean's never been so thankful for his self-control before because otherwise he'd have probably lost it by now, what with Cas making obscene noises and biting his damn ear.

He mouths against Cas' jaw--gonna get stubble burn, but oh well--returning his hands to where they were, though with less rubbing and more scratching, since that seemed to go over especially well.

"You're something else, you know that?" Something amazing.

[identity profile] thatwasscary.livejournal.com 2011-11-27 11:56 am (UTC)(link)
Seriously wow.

Yeah.

Dean could watch that all day.

"Shit, Cas. Wow." Dean actually feels somewhat awed, like he can't believe he actually helped engineer that. All he did was scratch Cas' back, after all. Who knew it'd be so sensitive?

And suddenly, the only thing Dean wants to do is make that happen again.

[identity profile] thatwasscary.livejournal.com 2011-11-27 12:15 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh, that's just unfair.

Dean groans without meaning to, his head falling back against the headboard with a thump. His stomach tightens when Cas uses his nails and so much for self control; Dean's not going to last if that keeps happening. He fits his hands against Cas' hips and rocks up sharply.

"Cas." It comes out more like a breath or a prayer than anything else. Dean makes himself keep his eyes open. Makes himself look, because this feels important in the way a hunt feels important or the way the tattoo over his heart or the hand-shaped scar on his shoulder is important.

[identity profile] thatwasscary.livejournal.com 2011-11-27 12:24 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh God is right.

"Wish I knew." Definitely a prayer. Dean's had a lot of sex in his life, but he's as clueless in this department as Cas is. "Wish to god I knew, Cas, but--here." Hey, he's got a reasonable guess. He takes hold of Cas' wrist, guiding his hand down. "Same equipment and I know you've been using yours."

Hand job shouldn't be too hard to figure out, and Dean is more than happy to oblige Cas and tell him when to ease off and when to grip harder.

[identity profile] thatwasscary.livejournal.com 2011-11-27 12:39 pm (UTC)(link)
Well, it's not exactly like a shot, but it's sure like a something, and inexplicably, infinitely better than he's had in a good long while. Dean groans, teeth dug into his lip, and goes lax against the bed, breathing hard.

[identity profile] thatwasscary.livejournal.com 2011-11-27 12:48 pm (UTC)(link)
Totally counts. At least, it totally counts in Dean's book.

Dean is still for a while, one arm thrown across the bed, the other resting loosely across his stomach. After a few minutes, he grimaces and sits up, lifting his hips so he can wriggle out of his jeans. Hey, they both just got off, not much point in modesty now.

Oh yeah. That's better.

[identity profile] thatwasscary.livejournal.com 2011-11-27 12:55 pm (UTC)(link)
What? No.

What?

"Cas. You okay?"

[identity profile] thatwasscary.livejournal.com 2011-11-27 01:06 pm (UTC)(link)
"Well. Okay then. Good." Because for a second, Cas looked poleaxed.

In a very naked mimicry of the way they usually sleep together, Dean shifts onto his stomach, flinging one arm across Cas' body. It feels remarkably...normal.

"I'm okay, too."

Go figure. He's not flipping his shit for some reason. No sense in questioning it.

[identity profile] thatwasscary.livejournal.com 2011-11-27 01:14 pm (UTC)(link)
Dean huffs, feeling the pull of post-sex sleep upon him. "Ask me when I wake up."

When he's sober. Well, it's close enough to a yes, right?

[identity profile] thatwasscary.livejournal.com 2011-11-27 09:55 pm (UTC)(link)
Way too buzzed on both, as a matter of fact. Also, quickly falling asleep. Dean's gone in less than a minute, arm securely over Cas, face pressed into his arm. He sleeps remarkably well, though he wakes up a bit hungover. And sticky. Ugh. Downside to getting laid. It itches.

Carefully, Dean untangles himself from from Cas, only stumbling a little on his way into the bathroom. He basks under the hot water for a little while before emerging, clad only in a towel.

"Good morning, starshine, the Earth says hello." Up and at 'em, Cas.