http://bondsprofoundly.livejournal.com/ ([identity profile] bondsprofoundly.livejournal.com) wrote in [community profile] inonebasket2011-11-19 06:00 pm

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This was not how Castiel had wanted to reunite with Dean Winchester. In fact, now that he was at that point, Cas wasn't sure he'd wanted to reunite with Dean Winchester at all. Guilt sank heavy and uncomfortable in his stomach and he was still getting used to the intensity of feeling.

He'd thought things were confusing as an angel. Twenty times worse with a human ticker pumping away in his chest.

Still, there wasn't exactly an option of running when the only exit was prowled by the Leviathan just beyond the door, held at bay only by the wards Cas had carved into the wood and accented with blood from the gash clotting on his forearm. He checked the shells in his shotgun (useless), the bowie knife against his thigh (also useless) and finally, finally looked over at Dean, not sure what he was going to see.

[identity profile] thatwasscary.livejournal.com 2011-11-27 10:14 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah, well the lack of blood to his brain might. Hard to tell.

Dean groans--actually groans--and splays a hand against Cas' chest. Male or not, the situation is making his gut twist in increasingly awesome ways. He slings his arm around Cas' waist, yanking him as close as possible and god yes, they are both enjoying this a lot, aren't they? But it can't last, if only because Dean's spine is starting to cramp. They need to relocate.

"Cas. We need--" Words, Dean. Use your words. Even when they're hard. Dean's hard. He pushes against Cas. "Move. Gotta move. Get on the bed."

[identity profile] thatwasscary.livejournal.com 2011-11-27 10:34 am (UTC)(link)
Well, maybe not quite as turned on as Cas is, but pretty damn close. Close enough.

"Cas--oh. Damn."

Honestly, at this point, Cas is making out like a champ. It's really hammering home how much attention he pays to Dean that he's picking up on all the cues so fast. Dean's been with some incredibly observant girls, but never long enough for them to really find his hot spots. With ten minutes, Cas could probably find them all.

He tries again, a little firmer this time, fingers digging into Cas' hip.

"I mean it, Cas. Get on the bed. C'mon, five seconds." It's not like he's asking Cas to run a marathon, Dean just wants to move ten feet to the right.

[identity profile] thatwasscary.livejournal.com 2011-11-27 10:41 am (UTC)(link)
"Don't--don't apologize." Oh god, don't apologize. And please, give Dean a second to regain his wits. He takes a deep breath, waving toward the bed. "Go on."

[identity profile] thatwasscary.livejournal.com 2011-11-27 10:51 am (UTC)(link)
Dean is only in slightly better shape and that only because this isn't the first time in his life he's walked across a room with a hard on. Practice makes perfect. It doesn't take long for him to get up and cross over to the bed, standing in front of Castiel and reaching behind him to rub his spine where his wings would be. If he had wings.

Which he doesn't.

Dean is still kind of drunk, give him a break.

"Rules really are different with you. Don't know why, but they are."

[identity profile] thatwasscary.livejournal.com 2011-11-27 10:58 am (UTC)(link)
Damned if that's not a good sign. Dean rubs harder with one hand, bringing the other up to curl in Cas' hair like he's resisting the urge to shove him down.

"Can't put my finger on it. Anybody suggested this to me, I'd knock 'em flat. Guess that profound bond crap wasn't crap, huh?"

Sorry, Cas. Dean just really likes talking.

[identity profile] thatwasscary.livejournal.com 2011-11-27 11:08 am (UTC)(link)
That tickles. And doesn't discourage Dean from what he's doing. Actually, it has the opposite effect because if there's one thing he knows, it's the sound of someone really, truly enjoying something and that heavy breathing is one of the hallmarks of 'this is amazing.'

It's pretty difficult to settle against the headboard and get Cas back into his lap without taking his hand of Cas's back, but he manages somehow. Once they're both...as comfortable as they can be, given the buttoned up state of their jeans, Dean goes back to what he was doing, tracing the outlines of Cas' shoulder blades, pressing the tips of his fingers against the ridges of Cas' spine, following the lines of muscle on his back. It doesn't make a lot of sense to Dean, but it seems to be working for Cas and hey, there are few things Dean likes more than lying back and watching other people really enjoying themselves.

[identity profile] thatwasscary.livejournal.com 2011-11-27 11:25 am (UTC)(link)
Seriously. Virgins. Dean presses a kiss to Cas' temple, keeping up the...can he call it a massage? It isn't really.

"Easy. Don't hurt yourself."

Wow, this is actually really great. He's pretty sure he could watch Cas fall to pieces all the live-long day. It's a surprisingly nice view. So his jeans are really, incredibly uncomfortable at this point, but oh god, he can live with that.

Experimentally, he drags his nails down Cas' spine, just to see what kind of reaction that'll get.

[identity profile] thatwasscary.livejournal.com 2011-11-27 11:32 am (UTC)(link)
Oh holy shit, yes he can.

"Wow." And that really is the only thing he can think of to say right now. "Should I...you want me to keep going?"

[identity profile] thatwasscary.livejournal.com 2011-11-27 11:47 am (UTC)(link)
That is something like perfect is what it is. Dean takes his hands off Cas' back briefly. He shifts, fumbling with his fly. Cas' fly takes a little more effort. Dean's never taken off a dude's jeans from this angle before, after all. But finally he gets both flies open and Dean's never been so thankful for his self-control before because otherwise he'd have probably lost it by now, what with Cas making obscene noises and biting his damn ear.

He mouths against Cas' jaw--gonna get stubble burn, but oh well--returning his hands to where they were, though with less rubbing and more scratching, since that seemed to go over especially well.

"You're something else, you know that?" Something amazing.

[identity profile] thatwasscary.livejournal.com 2011-11-27 11:56 am (UTC)(link)
Seriously wow.

Yeah.

Dean could watch that all day.

"Shit, Cas. Wow." Dean actually feels somewhat awed, like he can't believe he actually helped engineer that. All he did was scratch Cas' back, after all. Who knew it'd be so sensitive?

And suddenly, the only thing Dean wants to do is make that happen again.

[identity profile] thatwasscary.livejournal.com 2011-11-27 12:15 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh, that's just unfair.

Dean groans without meaning to, his head falling back against the headboard with a thump. His stomach tightens when Cas uses his nails and so much for self control; Dean's not going to last if that keeps happening. He fits his hands against Cas' hips and rocks up sharply.

"Cas." It comes out more like a breath or a prayer than anything else. Dean makes himself keep his eyes open. Makes himself look, because this feels important in the way a hunt feels important or the way the tattoo over his heart or the hand-shaped scar on his shoulder is important.

[identity profile] thatwasscary.livejournal.com 2011-11-27 12:24 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh God is right.

"Wish I knew." Definitely a prayer. Dean's had a lot of sex in his life, but he's as clueless in this department as Cas is. "Wish to god I knew, Cas, but--here." Hey, he's got a reasonable guess. He takes hold of Cas' wrist, guiding his hand down. "Same equipment and I know you've been using yours."

Hand job shouldn't be too hard to figure out, and Dean is more than happy to oblige Cas and tell him when to ease off and when to grip harder.

[identity profile] thatwasscary.livejournal.com 2011-11-27 12:39 pm (UTC)(link)
Well, it's not exactly like a shot, but it's sure like a something, and inexplicably, infinitely better than he's had in a good long while. Dean groans, teeth dug into his lip, and goes lax against the bed, breathing hard.