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This was not how Castiel had wanted to reunite with Dean Winchester. In fact, now that he was at that point, Cas wasn't sure he'd wanted to reunite with Dean Winchester at all. Guilt sank heavy and uncomfortable in his stomach and he was still getting used to the intensity of feeling.
He'd thought things were confusing as an angel. Twenty times worse with a human ticker pumping away in his chest.
Still, there wasn't exactly an option of running when the only exit was prowled by the Leviathan just beyond the door, held at bay only by the wards Cas had carved into the wood and accented with blood from the gash clotting on his forearm. He checked the shells in his shotgun (useless), the bowie knife against his thigh (also useless) and finally, finally looked over at Dean, not sure what he was going to see.
He'd thought things were confusing as an angel. Twenty times worse with a human ticker pumping away in his chest.
Still, there wasn't exactly an option of running when the only exit was prowled by the Leviathan just beyond the door, held at bay only by the wards Cas had carved into the wood and accented with blood from the gash clotting on his forearm. He checked the shells in his shotgun (useless), the bowie knife against his thigh (also useless) and finally, finally looked over at Dean, not sure what he was going to see.
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"The shadows of my wings you've seen are representations. The size of my true wings cannot be measured by human standards as it varies depending on how I use them."
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That seems to be all the conversation Dean had in mind because he yanks on Cas' shirt again, sitting up straight to close the distance between them and cover Cas' mouth with his own.
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Cas climbs right onto Dean's lap without any prompting this time, straddling his legs and gripping the back of the chair with one hand, the other arm around Dean's shoulders.
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Now that he has a lap full of angel, Dean actually relaxes, resting his hands on Cas' hips. Dean is in a motel room in Vegas, with a damn Angel of the Lord in his lap. A virgin Angel of the Lord. He can't help but feel like he's dirtying Cas up a little bit. It's kind of a nice "fuck you" to upstairs, actually. For many reasons.
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After a while Cas needs to pull back for some air, and Dean probably needs to breathe as well so it's good for all parties involved when he finally does so. He rests his forehead against Dean's, eyes closed and panting. "I'm not sure what to do next." Like, he's pretty sure they're supposed to do something after open-mouthed kisses, but he's not positive about what exactly that something is.
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Screw it. Dean's drunk and he hasn't gotten laid in...a while. He slides his hands up Cas' sides, rucking up his shirt and y'know what? Skin is skin, even on a male body, and Dean really really likes touching it.
"Lucky for you, I know what I'm doing." To a degree.
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-but then he remembers that this is Dean, and it's fine because Dean is everything he's wanted, and Cas has been wanting Dean so badly and he's fine with this. He lets out the breath he'd been holding and, after a moment of hesitation, slides forward in Dean's lap so their bodies are pressed together.
Castiel's lips are against Dean's ear and he's not sure what to do with himself, so he just holds onto the back of the chair and Dean's shoulder and tries not to inadvertently fuck anything up.
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Dean lets his hands drift up Cas' spine, distantly noting that it feels like Cas' tits are kind of small and--Oh right. Cas isn't a lady.
Anyway, there's going to be a lot more than just 'their bodies' pressed together if Cas keeps his lips where they are. Dean might be drunk, yes, but not so much that he can't get it up, and his ears are kind of a weak spot.
"Cas."
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God, he's stupidly nervous. He hopes Dean doesn't call it off this time.
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There is no good reason for that to turn him on.
Dammit, Cas.
Dean lifts his hands, curling one around the back of Castiel's neck and burying the other in his hair, dragging him into a kiss. Nope. Doesn't look like Dean's calling it off this time.
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The next few minutes are filled with the kind of desperate making out that comes from a man who's never gotten this much action before in his life. His hands are everywhere; eventually Cas gets bold enough to unbutton Dean's shirt down far enough to shove his hands in there, too, pressing down along his skin over his collarbone and chest.
Cas would have already kissed all over Dean's neck if not for his hands holding him steady, and within moments Cas picks up on Dean's cues and actually nips at his lips with his teeth, sucks on Dean's tongue, even growls once or twice. Yeah, he's really into this. Really into it.
Very obviously into it, if Dean's paying attention to what's going on down south.
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He really should let Cas loose, since the whole hand in the hair thing is a flagrant violation of the first rule Dean laid out for them, but he figures that rule was more for Cas than for himself anyway. So it's probably fine. It's not like Cas is complaining. Well, not that Dean's giving him much of a chance.
Eventually, he's forced to break for air again because somewhere along the line, Cas actually learned how to kiss, and now Dean's a little breathless. He lets go of Cas' neck, actually pushes him back a bit, but it's only long enough to unbutton his shirt the rest of the way and peel it off. The second it's gone, tossed carelessly to one side, Dean tucks his hands under the hem of Cas' shirt and pulls it up hoping to heaven that it's clear he wants it off because he really doesn't trust his voice at the moment.
Yeah. Cas isn't the only one into it.
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Cas's hands roam all over Dean's torso, one pausing to trace the handprint on his shoulder as the other strokes across his chest, fingers catching on his nipple. Cas isn't really doing anything specific; he's just touching Dean as much as possible, doing as much as he can. There's very little thinking going on, since most of his blood is rushing straight down to his dick.
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Dean groans--actually groans--and splays a hand against Cas' chest. Male or not, the situation is making his gut twist in increasingly awesome ways. He slings his arm around Cas' waist, yanking him as close as possible and god yes, they are both enjoying this a lot, aren't they? But it can't last, if only because Dean's spine is starting to cramp. They need to relocate.
"Cas. We need--" Words, Dean. Use your words. Even when they're hard. Dean's hard. He pushes against Cas. "Move. Gotta move. Get on the bed."
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"Cas--oh. Damn."
Honestly, at this point, Cas is making out like a champ. It's really hammering home how much attention he pays to Dean that he's picking up on all the cues so fast. Dean's been with some incredibly observant girls, but never long enough for them to really find his hot spots. With ten minutes, Cas could probably find them all.
He tries again, a little firmer this time, fingers digging into Cas' hip.
"I mean it, Cas. Get on the bed. C'mon, five seconds." It's not like he's asking Cas to run a marathon, Dean just wants to move ten feet to the right.
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Dean's grip and tone combined are enough to finally rattle him out of that stupor, and even though Cas has to take a second to collect himself, forehead to Dean's shoulder as he just breathes, eventually he slides off of Dean's lap with an apologetic mumble of, "Of course." His voice is like wet gravel, and he has to clear his throat. "My apologies."
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Dean had really liked it when Cas played around with his ear. Cas remembers tweaking the nerve endings there to be more sensitive; he wonders if those other spots that had already been laid out as hyper-sensitive would produce the same result.
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Which he doesn't.
Dean is still kind of drunk, give him a break.
"Rules really are different with you. Don't know why, but they are."
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"Can't put my finger on it. Anybody suggested this to me, I'd knock 'em flat. Guess that profound bond crap wasn't crap, huh?"
Sorry, Cas. Dean just really likes talking.
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It's pretty difficult to settle against the headboard and get Cas back into his lap without taking his hand of Cas's back, but he manages somehow. Once they're both...as comfortable as they can be, given the buttoned up state of their jeans, Dean goes back to what he was doing, tracing the outlines of Cas' shoulder blades, pressing the tips of his fingers against the ridges of Cas' spine, following the lines of muscle on his back. It doesn't make a lot of sense to Dean, but it seems to be working for Cas and hey, there are few things Dean likes more than lying back and watching other people really enjoying themselves.
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In their position Cas ended up straddling Dean's leg, and it really isn't long until he's rutting against Dean's thigh, almost hard enough to hurt.
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