http://bondsprofoundly.livejournal.com/ ([identity profile] bondsprofoundly.livejournal.com) wrote in [community profile] inonebasket2011-11-19 06:00 pm

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This was not how Castiel had wanted to reunite with Dean Winchester. In fact, now that he was at that point, Cas wasn't sure he'd wanted to reunite with Dean Winchester at all. Guilt sank heavy and uncomfortable in his stomach and he was still getting used to the intensity of feeling.

He'd thought things were confusing as an angel. Twenty times worse with a human ticker pumping away in his chest.

Still, there wasn't exactly an option of running when the only exit was prowled by the Leviathan just beyond the door, held at bay only by the wards Cas had carved into the wood and accented with blood from the gash clotting on his forearm. He checked the shells in his shotgun (useless), the bowie knife against his thigh (also useless) and finally, finally looked over at Dean, not sure what he was going to see.

[identity profile] thatwasscary.livejournal.com 2011-11-24 10:29 pm (UTC)(link)
Dean reaches out and slings an arm around Castiel's shoulders, dragging him in to close what little space is between them, hugging him tight.

"Don't you leave me again, you got that? Don't do it."

[identity profile] thatwasscary.livejournal.com 2011-11-24 10:55 pm (UTC)(link)
The return hug is good enough for Dean.

He grabs his wallet and pays for dinner, tipping the delivery guy generously. Hey, he's in a good mood. So sue him.

"Get Sam, but if he's already asleep, don't wake him up. More for us." Dean's already yanking food out of the bag and laying it out on the table. Oh man, this is gonna be good. Exactly what the doctor prescribed.

God, these milkshakes are thick. They're better than sex.

[identity profile] thatwasscary.livejournal.com 2011-11-24 11:01 pm (UTC)(link)
Totally the result of a crooked pool game.

Dean looks back at Cas, almost as red-faced as his brother was. He knew the walls were thin. Knew it.

[identity profile] thatwasscary.livejournal.com 2011-11-24 11:09 pm (UTC)(link)
No. Cas clearly doesn't get it.

Dean clears his throat and sits down, grabbing his burger and milkshake. He's just going to focus on his food and try to ignore the fact that his brother heard them.

[identity profile] thatwasscary.livejournal.com 2011-11-24 11:22 pm (UTC)(link)
NO.

BECAUSE.

"What?" He shoves another bite into his mouth, actually chewing most of it before he answers. "Nothing's wrong, unless you count the fact that I'm pretty sure Sam heard us."

[identity profile] thatwasscary.livejournal.com 2011-11-24 11:34 pm (UTC)(link)
He's going to have to explain it, isn't he?

"Look, Cas. There is a very, very small group of people who like it when other people listen in on them when they're...doing things. Of a sexual nature." Oh god, this is uncomfortable. "I'm not one of them, okay? And even if I was, I wouldn't want my brother to listen in."

[identity profile] thatwasscary.livejournal.com 2011-11-24 11:43 pm (UTC)(link)
"Cas! Cas--wait!" Why can't Cas just get it why does this have to be so hard

Dean reaches across the table to grab his wrist and yank him back down. "Just. Just sit. You don't--have to bring attention to everything, okay? Let this one go. Sam'll pretend he didn't hear anything and I'll...get over it. Probably."

[identity profile] thatwasscary.livejournal.com 2011-11-24 11:49 pm (UTC)(link)
Welcome to humanity, Cas. It tends to be contrary. And now Dean is thinking that it wouldn't kill Cas to be contrary from time to time.

"So I've got a question for you. If angels are these sexless, dickless, wonder beings, what the hell do you do if you find another angel you...y'know. Wanna get closer to?"

[identity profile] thatwasscary.livejournal.com 2011-11-24 11:57 pm (UTC)(link)
"So what, angels have hands-free orgasms? Neat." He shoves the rest of his burger into his mouth.

[identity profile] thatwasscary.livejournal.com 2011-11-25 12:08 am (UTC)(link)
"But they do engage? Sometimes?

Dean considers that, sucking up the rest of his milkshake while he thinks.

"So that whole thing where you want to get laid. That might not go away, the more of your mojo you get back?"

[identity profile] thatwasscary.livejournal.com 2011-11-25 12:21 am (UTC)(link)
"You seemed to like the idea of it, even when you were all powered up. I mean, even the brothel, you just kinda seemed nervous about the idea." Nervous. Terrified. Scared of tits. On the other hand, he'd been pretty enthusiastic about kissing Meg, though he'd been mostly fallen at that point. "Maybe you're one of the few, huh?"

Mostly, Dean is pushing the issue, because he's trying to figure out how long he has to figure himself out and he wants to make sure that if it takes him a while, it won't be for nothing.

[identity profile] thatwasscary.livejournal.com 2011-11-25 12:27 am (UTC)(link)
"Well okay then. Angel sex. Hands-free orgasm. Could be interesting."

And that's how Dean is announcing that he's okay with trying this...whatever it is they have going on. By proclaiming its potential interestingness.

"You gonna stop sleeping on the floor now?"

[identity profile] thatwasscary.livejournal.com 2011-11-25 12:30 am (UTC)(link)
"What? Cas, what? You look like you just got stabbed."

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