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This was not how Castiel had wanted to reunite with Dean Winchester. In fact, now that he was at that point, Cas wasn't sure he'd wanted to reunite with Dean Winchester at all. Guilt sank heavy and uncomfortable in his stomach and he was still getting used to the intensity of feeling.
He'd thought things were confusing as an angel. Twenty times worse with a human ticker pumping away in his chest.
Still, there wasn't exactly an option of running when the only exit was prowled by the Leviathan just beyond the door, held at bay only by the wards Cas had carved into the wood and accented with blood from the gash clotting on his forearm. He checked the shells in his shotgun (useless), the bowie knife against his thigh (also useless) and finally, finally looked over at Dean, not sure what he was going to see.
He'd thought things were confusing as an angel. Twenty times worse with a human ticker pumping away in his chest.
Still, there wasn't exactly an option of running when the only exit was prowled by the Leviathan just beyond the door, held at bay only by the wards Cas had carved into the wood and accented with blood from the gash clotting on his forearm. He checked the shells in his shotgun (useless), the bowie knife against his thigh (also useless) and finally, finally looked over at Dean, not sure what he was going to see.
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"What the hell, Cas?"
He's known Castiel long enough to know that yeah, the guy is a little weird sometimes, but this is pushing it, even for him. A second later, Dean pushes himself upright--ow--and follows after Cas, standing in the doorway to watch him.
"You are being ten kinds of creepy right now and that is saying something, Cas, because you are one creepy son of a bitch. Good creepy, usually, but still creepy. Spill your guts. What's going on upstairs, huh?"
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"I think the Leviathan are focusing on you as a personal insult to me. You need to be more careful from now on."
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Dean slams the door with his good arm, barely even looking at the locks when he throws them.
"Cas, they've been coming at me--and Sam and Bobby--for months. It's nothing new. The way you're acting, though, that is. You wanna explain that to me? Because I've seen you get pissed before and that was...that was pretty awesome, actually. Why don't you pull that out more often?"
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Dean settles onto the bed, sprawling across it. God it feels good to be horizontal. His everything hurts. Especially his arm. He yawns hugely and stretches, ignoring the twinges in his muscles and not paying a damn bit of attention to Cas.
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Cas pulls himself to his feet and climbs onto the mattress, curling up onto his side and facing Dean. He's gonna watch you fall asleep, like a creeper, just to make a point.
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Dean shifts on the mattress, trying not to jostle his bruised arm too much and trying not to think about how bad that's gonna feel come morning. Nothing to be done for it now. They'll fly under the radar for a couple days until it heals up and tackle more Leviathans after. Smiling a little at the thought of ganking more of those bastards (for certain values of ganking), Dean shuts his eyes and settles in.
"Night, Cas. Get some sleep."
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Cas doesn't let himself sleep until he's sure Dean's gone, and it's the first night he sleeps without waking up in the middle of the night and climbing the roof toward the stars.
Some time during the night his hand makes its way over to Dean's chest to rest there, palm-down. He isn't any closer than he was; still that barely-there platonic space that Dean seemed to need to rest comfortably, but his arm rises and falls with the breaths Dean takes.
Castiel sleeps straight through the morning.
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When he wakes up, he's slept well enough that he actually feels charitable and tries to dislodge Cas without waking him, too.
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He'd stared creepily at Dean as he made coffee for four days. Castiel is sure he's capable of making Dean's coffee, now. It can't be that hard; water, coffee, pot, button. There.
Once that's done Castiel returns to Dean and reaches for his wrist to look at his arm.
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Before Cas can take his arm, Dean shakes his head and gets up, aiming for the bathroom. "You gotta let me take care of business first, Cas. I am not awake enough to deal with you poking at my bruises for fun."
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Words still feel just as cheap as they did last night, but with the shock and adrenaline long since worn off Castiel feels more wrung-out and resigned than emotional.
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Yes, okay, he just burned his tongue on it. In the grand scheme of these, does that really matter much?
"Hey. Cas. You okay?"
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"Okay, so we lie low for a while. And you drive, but only to the next town, we clear?"
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